我曾在内心的极度辛酸悲苦之中，放声嘲笑我的表里不一！

I have laughed, in bitterness and agony of heart, at the contrast between what I seem and what I am!

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后来发生的事情有些模糊（虽然我记忆力不错）：我记得阿拉莫和班上另外四五个学员放声大笑，我想他们大概是在嘲笑我吧。

What happened next is hazy (although I have a good memory): I remember Álamo laughing along with the four or five other members of the workshop. I think they may have been making fun of me.

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此教训来自我跟朋友描述放声歌唱是何等的惬意时，她却嘲笑道：“我好同情所有听到这句话的人。”

I learned this lesson when I tried to describe to my friend what a freedom it was to sing my heart out.

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此教训来自我跟朋友描述放声歌唱是何等的惬意时，她却嘲笑道：“我好同情所有听到这句话的人。”

I learned this lesson when I tried to describe to my friend what a freedom it was to sing my heart out.

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