我恨自己，恨自己的生活，因为这不是自我真实的反应，我生活在伪装中，这是我真正痛苦的根源。

I hated my life because it was not a reflection of my true self. I was living a lie and that was why I was miserable.

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我恨自己，恨自己的生活，因为这不是自我真实的反应，我生活在伪装中，这是我真正痛苦的根源。

I hated my life because it was not a reflection of my true self. I was living a lie and that was why I was miserable.

youdao