我现在很矛盾，一直坚持绿色喂养的土鸡，现在要用猪饲料来进行催肥才能卖出去，我不知道我做的到做不到，至少我现在还在犹豫。

Now, I'm in contradiction, we kept up raising organic native chickens, I don't know whether I can make it to sale the chicken only use pigwash to fatten them. Now I am still hesitating about that.

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在梦中我似乎是在寻找一件东西，但我自己也不知道我是在寻找什么，我甚至很矛盾，我为什么要出现在这里，我又为什么要找那样的东西？

I am in a dream seems to be looking for something, but I do not know what I was looking for, I even contradictory, why do I have to appear in here, I find out why things?

youdao

在梦中我似乎是在寻找一件东西，但我自己也不知道我是在寻找什么，我甚至很矛盾，我为什么要出现在这里，我又为什么要找那样的东西？

I am in a dream seems to be looking for something, but I do not know what I was looking for, I even contradictory, why do I have to appear in here, I find out why things?

youdao