我不得不让心里那个无忧无虑的天真少女死去;否则，我妈妈会鄙视那个她称之为天使的女儿"。

I had to let that reckless teenage girl die; otherwise, my mom would despise the daughter she called her angel.

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或者我可以留在意大利；但如果我接下来的一年还是单身的话，用我妈妈的话说，我会孤零零地死去的。

Or I could stay in Italy; but if I spend another year single, according to my mother, I will die alone.

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但是，妈妈，但是，妈妈，如果我是一个生长在沼泽地里、全身挂满了又脏又臭的海藻的怪物，我永远不能离开沼泽否则就会死去，你怎么办？

But, Mama, but, Mama, what if I were a swamp creature with slimy, smelly seaweed hanging from my body, and I couldn't ever leave the swamp or I would die?

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但是，妈妈，但是，妈妈，如果我是一个生长在沼泽地里、全身挂满了又脏又臭的海藻的怪物，我永远不能离开沼泽否则就会死去，你怎么办？

But, Mama, but, Mama, what if I were a swamp creature with slimy, smelly seaweed hanging from my body, and I couldn't ever leave the swamp or I would die?

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