我可不想要一切顺遂只有好事的生活，因为那样我会被惯坏，不会像现在的我这样懂得感受生活。

I would never want to live a life that is filled only with positive stuff because then I would be too spoiled and I would not be able to appreciate my life as much as I do now.

youdao

然而，对于非常怀旧的我而言，宁愿要过去那种没有空调的生活，也不想要这样的可怕的“必需品”。

With nostalgia, however, I prefer the life without air-conditioner in the past to that with such terrible a kind of "necessities".

youdao

我很不甘心，我不想我的人生就这样平凡地过去，我讨厌平凡地生活，我想要闯出自己的一片天地。

I am very unwilling, I don't miss my life so and ordinarily past, I dislike ordinarily living, I want to rush an oneself's one world.

youdao

但如果这不是我想要的呢？我是说，如果我不想要过你这样的生活呢？

But what if this isn't what I want? I mean, what if I don't wanna live the way you live?

youdao

但如果这不是我想要的呢？我是说，如果我不想要过你这样的生活呢？

But what if this isn't what I want? I mean, what if I don't wanna live the way you live?

youdao