实际上，在和一大群人相处时你甚至会比只和几个人在一起时更觉孤独。

In fact, being in a large group makes you feel alone, rather than with company.

youdao

你正在与自己更大的部分连接，而那个部分不知道什么是孤独，因为孤独只存在二元世界。

But that solitude is an opening to your true nature of plurality consciousness, you are reconnecting to the bigger part of you, and that part does not know loneliness. Lonely only exists in duality.

youdao

孤独，我为了你明知这是场虚幻的游戏，我还骗我自己付出了所有的一切，只剩。

Standing alone, I am a vain game for the sake of your knowing perfectly welling this, I still cheated me to pay all everythings by myself, remained.

youdao

孤独，我为了你明知这是场虚幻的游戏，我还骗我自己付出了所有的一切，只剩。

Standing alone, I am a vain game for the sake of your knowing perfectly welling this, I still cheated me to pay all everythings by myself, remained.

youdao