我绝不让头脑受到邪恶与绝望的引诱，我要用智慧和知识使之升华。

Never will I allow my mind to be attracted to evil and despair, rather I will uplift it with the knowledge and wisdom of the ages.

youdao

甚至比彻底不让我去更加绝望。

It hurt even more to be told not to come at all.

youdao

甚至比彻底不让我去更加绝望。

It hurt even more to be told not to come at all.

youdao