If coping with it can be described as regularly breaking down in tears for no apparent reason sometimes in front of senior officers and soldiers whom I hold the utmost respect for.
She quickly returned home and from the moment she got off the plane to resume her battle with leukemia, she issued an order to her parents: no moping and notears.
When she lost contact with the last remaining member of her crew, Logan -- speaking through tears -- said she had no doubt at that moment she was going to die.