But had we moved with even the minimum of expedition, they would all be safe: Roland would not be bleeding and crying now, his face would not be smashed.
She began to lose weight, became increasingly depressed to the point where she was crying for no reason, and could no longer face her job in the pet department of a local garden centre.
She shut her eyes tight because it hurt very badly and also because she didn't realize that with all the water running down her face he couldn't tell she was crying so she was safe.