作为作家，他最大的愿望就是改善糟糕生活的条件；作为男人，他活着就是永远尝试补足自己的邪恶，包括真实的和幻想的。

As a writer, his greatest aim was to ameliorate the conditions that made life terrible; as a man, he lived as though forever attempting to atone for his own wickedness, real or imagined.

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这是那种准许邪恶愿望的黑暗力量？

Who is this dark power that grants evil wishes?

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