如果我能把脑海中具有创造性的混乱思绪变成产出的能力，那么错过那两次航班可能是我曾拥有的最有价值的学习经历。

If I can learn to channel the creative chaos in my head into productivity, then missing those two flights could be the most valuable learning experience I have had.

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我希望我有那样的能力或有那么多钱。

I wish I was that good or had that much money.

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换句话说，当我想到我不能做某事时，那么无论我觉得自己将多有能力，这件事都不再会纳入我的选择。

In other words, when I think that I cannot do something, then that something no longer becomes an option no matter how capable I may actually be.

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