但是这种悲痛并非源于孩子的孤独症本身。
But this grief does not stem from the child's autism in itself.
这种悲痛是一个过程，并且需要花费一段时间才能治愈。
The grieving process takes time and healing usually happens gradually.
聚会意味着回归过去的日子，这会让我们回忆起父亲的死，我们无法忍受这种悲痛。
Reunions meant dragging up the old days. We were reminded of my father's death.
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