我表现得像个笨蛋。我就是个笨蛋。这就是我现在的感觉。

I played like a schmuck. I am a schmuck. That's how I feel right now.

《柯林斯英汉双解大词典》

这就是我为什么在想通一切之后，感觉到我失去的一切又以另一种方式回来的原因。

It is why after thinking through all these I feel all that I lost are paid back in another way.

youdao

曾经很长一段时候，我感觉这就是我本来的样子。

For the longest time I felt this was just who I was.

youdao