第一，你为什么想要获得那种力量？

First, why you'd like to have that power?

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而我获得了一种力量，这种力量像一个神秘的武器把我彻底改变了，我变得如此坚定，那种从前和托尼相处时所产生的困惑感完全消失了。

I was attaining a new power, like a secret weapon. I felt like a different person, a hardliner, not confused or out of my depth as I had been when I'd been hanging around with Tony in Broadmoor.

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我喜欢那种在困境中微笑，从忧伤中获得力量，通过反思变得勇敢的人。

I love those who can smile in trouble, who can gather strength from distress and grow brave by reflection.

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