可它总是潜伏着，时常浮现，出现在我意识中。

But always it lurked, in the back of my mind.

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现在回想起来，我意识到这整个事情一定是我幻想出来的。

Looking back on it now, I realized that I must have imagined the whole thing.

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然而现在，当我快满四十岁时，我意识到：即使坐在你旁边的人和你不是最好的朋友，你也可以正常完成工作并把它做得令人满意。

Whereas now, as I near the end of my fourth decade, I realize work can be fully functional and entirely fulfilling without needing to be best mates with the people sitting next to you.

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A test suite that will make us feel good about things. For now, I just want you to be aware that you're always doing this balancing act.

测试集呢？一个测试集会让我们的工作,变的舒服多了，现在，我只是想让,大家意识到你们经常需要做这种协调工作。

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If you go on to study more about immunology, which I know most of you will, you will recognize that I'm-- this is just the simplest level of one of the most complex systems within our body.

当你们更加深入了解免疫学时,我知道大多数人会的,你们将会意识到,我现在只是对免疫系统,这一人体内最复杂的系统做最基础的介绍

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But as you get older and you have a lot of spare time, you think about what you are doing, which is something I have the luxury of doing right now, and I realized this is more tricky.

但随着你们年龄的增长,有更多空闲时间之后,你就会思考你做的事情,我现在就有很多闲暇思考这些问题,我意识到这东西其实很精妙

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