——因为他居然能够从他俩的共同世界中一千二净地抽身出去，却把她留在黑暗中摸索，虽伸出她冰冷的双手，却遍寻他而不得见。

- for being able so completely to withdraw himself from their mutual world; while she groped darkly, and stretched forth her cold hands, and found him not.

youdao

我勉强地爬上了阁楼，然后在黑暗中摸索着往前走，穿过成堆的东西，钻到我所能找到的一个最隐秘的地方藏了起来。

I managed to climb up there, then I searched my way through the dark among the piles of things, and hid in the most secret place I could find.

youdao

因为他居然能够从他俩的共同世界中一千二净地抽身出去，却把她留在黑暗中摸索，虽伸出她冰冷的双手，却遍寻他而不得见。

For being able so completely to withdraw himself from their mutual world; while she groped darkly, and stretched forth her cold hands, and found him not.

youdao