但他给人的感觉是一个冷血的控制狂人。

But he comes over as a cold control-freak.

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我哥哥是个控制狂人。

My brother is a control freak.

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我根本不确定，而且我在将这种不确定性看做是兴奋、乐趣，不让我的“控制狂人”的一面执迷于控制和确定性。

I'm not really sure, and I'm trying to embrace that uncertainty as exciting and fun, instead of letting my control-freak side become obsessed with certainty and control.

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