在码头上，看着这个拥抱我和我的姐妹们的秃顶胖男人，我满怀疑惑。

I was very suspicious of the heavy, bald man who embraced my sisters and me at the dock.

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我失去了什么我应该，我不漂亮了当我走出医院，insstead，我又胖又丑，我不想看着镜子中的自己，甚至我的父母没有。

I lost what I should have, I couldn't be beautiful anymore when I worked out of the hospital, insstead, I was fat and ugly, I didn't want to like look at myself in the mirror, even my parents didn't.

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