我终于了解-需要经历很长的时日，才能使我成为我所欲成为的人。

I've learned - that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

youdao

鱼，我所欲也；熊掌，亦我所欲也。二者不可得兼，舍鱼而取熊掌者也。

Fish is what I want. So is bear paw. But if I cannot get both, so I would take bear paw instead of fish.

youdao

我认为我所成就的是让我自己在某种意义上达成影响，使我自己保持了求知欲，有活力和多产，还使我对自己更感兴趣。

What I've achieved, I think, is to make myself effective in some way, kept myself intellectually curious, alive and productive, and made myself interesting to myself.

youdao

I've gone off on my own.

我办事随心所欲。

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