我恍惚地坐了起来，接过了茶杯，把它贴近脸，用力地呼吸冒出来的热汽，只有这样我才控制住自己的眼泪，不让自己哭出来。
Blearily I sit up and take the tea. I hold it near my face and breathe the steam in through my nose. It's all I can do not to burst into tears.
最进时常会莫名的失落，整个人精神恍惚。却突然发现酒可以麻木我，不再使我恍惚。也许这都是上班太累了，一却都只是幻觉。
Jin often the most inexplicable loss, the entire people trance. Suddenly found that alcohol can numb me, I no longer trance. Perhaps this is too tired to work, none is an illusion.
我那时不恍惚也不糊涂，那么说并不是完全正确。
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