那时我还没准备(那时可能已经卖掉了，但我当时太小了)，所以我每月一次循环和不同人联系。

I wasn't ready then (I would've sold then but I was too small) so I kept everyone in the loop with monthly updates.

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究竟为什么喜欢他，我说不出理由，也许当时人太小了，总之，我觉得他是个值得我爱的可爱的人。 一想到他，我的内心便深感不安而局促。

But I loved Joe - perhaps for no better reason in those early days than because the dear fellow let me love him - and, as to him, my inner self was not so easily composed.

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我家长想让我开开眼界，有言语环境学一下英语。当时太小了，玩心也重，英语也没什么进步，次要就是开开眼界。

My parents wanted me to widen my horizon, and to strengthen my English language skills in a English speaking environment, but I was to naive that I couldn't focus on improving my English.

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