我不让自己去回忆那段会引起我太多痛苦的往事。

I shut out the memory which was too painful to dwell on.

《柯林斯英汉双解大词典》

我们也不特别地感到年轻：我们经历得太多了。这让我们成熟，带来智慧，也在我们的身体上刻下印记，让我们切身感受到痛苦，也创造了我们共同的回忆。

We don't feel particularly young: we've experienced too much that has contributed to our growth and wisdom, taking its toll on our bodies, and created our memories.

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因为这会引起太多痛苦的回忆。

It raised too many painful thoughts.

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