于是我问自己，这个海滩有什么特别之处？

So I asked myself, what is it about this beach?

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但是，作为一个哈佛大学生物化学的博士，我现在知道了，更好的、更少痛苦的、风险更低的治疗方法是存在的。于是我便忍不住问自己，为什么我当时没能接受到更先进的治疗呢？

But I am a PhD student in biochemistry at Harvard, I now know that better, less painful and less risky treatments existed. So I can't help but ask myself, why I didn't receive one at the time?

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