这个男人并不觉得痛苦，反之，他为他能够死得有尊严和爱而感到幸福自豪。

The man was not bitter, but happy and grateful that he was going to die with some dignity and love.

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和你不觉得你有你的伴侣幸免的痛苦，失去自己心爱的。

And don't you think you have spared your partner the suffering of loosing his beloved.

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尽管我很平静，我真的不觉得生活那么搞笑了，照我做的做如果我更痛苦和紧张。

And although I'm calm, I don't really find life as funny as I do if I'm more miserable and tense.

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