这一刻，我拥有的是忏悔，我忏悔我如此卑微、如此平凡，上天依然慈悲的选择眷顾我，我的惭愧多过喜悦。

At this moment, I have a confession, I confess my so low, so ordinary, god is still compassion I choose, I am ashamed much joy.

youdao

我拒绝了上天的好意，上天原本对我十分慈悲，把我安排在一个优裕的生活环境中，让我幸福舒适地过日子。

I rejected the voice of providence, which had mercifully put me in a posture or station of life, wherein I might have been happy and EASY.

youdao