When I got a leter from the school, which was mot a solid rejection, saying my SAT score did not reach the minimum for allowable admission, I began lose hope.

但我受到学校来信的时候，我开始失去希望了，信中说我的SAT分数没有达到最低录取分数线，但并没有一口拒绝。

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Now, I will bless her even I lose her and hope with my heart that she can live better. I will be sad when she is not good. Maybe it is different between love and like.

现在不了，现在即使失去她，我也会祝福她，衷心希望她过的很好，她过得不好我会很难过。

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