Jake and I became email PALS, and he told me that for weeks he got up every morning and decided all over again to "throw out" his old belief.

Jake和我成为了邮件笔友，他告诉我在数周里每天早晨起床后他会重新决定抛弃过去的信念。

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I like to live my life depending on destiny: Every morning when I wake up, I'd throw a coin; if head shows up, I'd continue to sleep;

我喜欢把人生交给命运：早上醒来我都会抛硬币，如果正面朝上，我就继续睡觉；

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