The idea is that I feel this tremendous lust towards you, any of you, all of you, you three, and I'm ashamed of this lust so what I say is, "Hey. Are you guys looking at me in a sexual manner?

我对你产生了强烈的性欲，比如你们所有人，你们三个，for，instance，，and—,我为这种性欲感到羞耻,所以我会说，“你们干嘛色眯眯地看着我？

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He also describes his sexual exploits, devoting dozens of pages to one erotic challenge that combined uninhibited lust with high-wire audacity: a thwarted love affair, during a leftist press junket to North Korea in 1958, with a Pyongyang nurse.

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