This torture, this powerful death of self?

如此折磨，如此强大的自我毁灭？

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Even as unsympathetic, or have been injured in the sad cried after self-torture, self-tortured finished and the same weight as if nothing start.

就算被视为冷漠无情，也好过，被伤得痛哭伤心后又自我折磨，自我折磨完了又仿佛没事一样的重头开始。

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After 3 years, "Diablo 3" fans have likely learned that expecting a release date anytime soon is purely self-torture and that the game will be finished "when it's done.

经过3年来，“暗黑3”球迷可能已经了解到，预期发行日期很快纯粹是自我折磨，而游戏将会结束“时，它的完成。”

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All that experience of self-torture came in handy, however, when it came time to deal with an angry, vengeful book industry.

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It was emotional torture for her, but she refuses to self-aggrandise and plays down her personal suffering.

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