I really hate myself.

我真的很讨厌自己。

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I didn't really hate myself on graduation day, but I did replay that proclamation over and over again in my head.

其实，毕业那天我没有恨我自己，可我确实把当初的话在脑子里回放了一遍又一遍。

youdao

Your past, I really can not let go, I hate myself to meet you too late.

你的过去，我真的放不下，我恨自己遇见你太晚。

youdao

And it's the guilt from feeling disappointed that makes me really hate Chinese New Year for making me hate myself.

CNN: Opinion: Why I dread Chinese New Year