I felt grief, pain and remorse, Why had I not been there for him?

我感到悲伤，心痛，懊悔。为什么我不在他的身边？

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Though I have profound remorse that it was through others' pain, I am unspeakably grateful for all that I have learned, and found that I have still yet to learn, because of the people in my life.

虽然我深深感到自责，因为这一点是通过其他人的痛苦得到的，但对我学到的东西，我感到无法言喻的感激，并且由于我生活中的那些人，我发现我仍有很多要学。

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Those who perpetrated this act have not expressed any remorse for the pain they have caused, nor do they seem to recognize the implications of their ACTS.

那些犯下这种行为没有表示任何忏悔，为他们的痛苦造成，也不是他们似乎认识到影响自己的行为。

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