I knew that I had a facility with words and a power of facing unpleasant facts, and I felt that this created a sort of private world in which I could get my own back for my failure in everyday life.

我知道我有遣词用字的才能，也有面对不快事情的能耐，而我认为这给我创造了一个私人的世界，供我在人生中失意时寻回自己。

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I also want to go home, but it still won't you, everyday want very reluctantly, the life is very reluctantly facing the awkwardness of your family,... How can I become?

我也想回家了，可却还是舍不得你，每天都要很勉强的生活，很勉强的面对着你的家人，那种尴尬…我怎么会变成这样？

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Eg: Pet classmate Being is facing a dilemma of has to try her best to interested in studying English and, actually, English totally hard to keep her entertained everyday.

小b同学正面对着不得不尽力对学习英语产生兴趣和英语每天都实在很难让她提起兴趣的事实之间进退两难。

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