In fact I don't want your bless, I'm afraid that you will find another girl that is more beautiful than I am and lead a happy life, then you are going to forget me.

事实上，我不想祈求上天保佑，恐怕，你将会找到一个比我更好的比我漂亮的，能带给你快乐，成为你生活导向的人。那个时候，你会试着忘记我。

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He is saying if you want me as your leader this is the kind of way in which I wish to lead the centre-right cause in Scotland.

BBC: Scottish Tory leadership favourite 'to split party'