I searched myself.

我寻找我自己。

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I frantically searched about for one myself (who wouldn't, at that price), but was already too late.

我自己也疯狂的试图为自己买一台，但是毫无疑问的我的动作早已晚了。

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So not once have I asked myself: what on earth is it in you that so captivated me? So far I have searched without a satisfactory answer.

所以，我曾不止一次地反复问自己：究竟对方的什么让我如此痴迷、狂热？我迄今无法找到令自己非常满意的答案…

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