I found myself living an isolated life of lies, born out of a love for one too many. The situation made no sense, shame and shamelessness coming hand in hand.

我觉得自己就是生活在谎言中，我把我的爱同时分给了两个人，这听起来真是太不可思议了。

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One afternoon only a week or so ago, I found a love note next to my bedside.

大约仅仅在一周前的一天下午，我在床边发现了一张爱的纸条。

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I still remember the last one lens, found her beloved cat, and love.

犹记得最后的那一个镜头，找到了她心爱的猫，和爱的人相拥。

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Watching her inspect the carcass of an insect on my windowsill one afternoon, I found myself thinking, I have fallen in love with your strangeness.

NEWYORKER: Sweetheart Sorrow