Although sometimes I felt confused and defeated, I was determined.

尽管有时我感到迷惑和挫败，我却更加坚决了。

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But I found I was not enjoyed with my job and I felt confused.

但是工作后我发现我做的事不是我真正想做的，我有点迷茫。

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I was attaining a new power, like a secret weapon. I felt like a different person, a hardliner, not confused or out of my depth as I had been when I'd been hanging around with Tony in Broadmoor.

而我获得了一种力量，这种力量像一个神秘的武器把我彻底改变了，我变得如此坚定，那种从前和托尼相处时所产生的困惑感完全消失了。

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Initially, I felt confused as to how armed men were able to come into the school grounds, perhaps due to the inadequate police protection?

BBC: Belfast school's story

But for some reason, when I first came home and felt confused, isolated, angry and sad, I forgot that there was a good chance that there were others out there, just like me, who felt exactly the same way.

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