Oh I do not know. I am just a little down, that's all.

哦，我不知道。我只是有点闷闷不乐，如此而已。

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But I also want to say that I am really really down and I wish I could do something just to make myself feel a little bit better, even I have to be silent for the rest of my life.

我真的希望自己能够做点什么，只要能够让我的心里能够稍微好过一些，哪怕，需要我余生的沉默。

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