What a fool... I should have crushed his skull with my fist, and then thrown around some of my favorite German curses, just to make sure everyone knew how much I hated him.

我真是太傻了……其实我应该把他的脑袋打烂，再甩出几句我最中意的德国脏话，让所有人都知道我有多讨厌他。

youdao

I didn't know anything, except how much I hated him.

我什么都不知道，除了我有多恨他。

youdao

Deep in my heart I hated him, but I never said or did anything that showed him how I really felt.

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