She DID not say it with the blunt, derisive hostility to which I had grown so accustomed, but, rather, with a note of apology in her voice, and fear.

她说话的口气并不含有我已完全习惯了的那种直截了当的、含讥讽的敌意，而是声音里带着几分歉意，还有恐惧。

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I'd rather not have to, but had to stop again and again to say goodbye, but everybody says so.

我并不情愿，却又不得不一次又一次的说再见，但每个人都会这么说。

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