Didn't feel loved. Felt despised, felt rejected.

没有觉得被爱，感到被轻视，感到被拒绝。

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I again felt that in an organization, if you do not have your shining point, it is way easy for you to be forgotten and despised by others.

我再一次深深感受到，在一个机构里，如果你没有一点闪光点，真的很容易湮没在人群中，被大家遗忘或者看不起。

youdao

Outwardly, they received warm welcome, however, as a Chinese, but I felt that passion surface hidden a despised!

从表面上看，所到之处受到了热情的欢迎，然而，作为一个中国人，我却感受到了那热情表面下隐藏一种轻视！

youdao

But they despised and ridiculed lintheads and CP had felt that sting his entire life.

FORBES: Dr. King and the Klansman -- Love in a Time of Vitriol