SupposeIm plain 8 (andyoumustadmit thatthis is morelikely). ThenIwouldalwaysfear that you were going on writing to meonly because you were lonely and had no one else.
If you're a pioneer and you come up with something that can change the world and you turn round and say 'I'm not going to share this idea with anyone' then you only impact the few and not the many.