In fact I have no courage to listen to go, I don't know why I just sit here writing than a father face to face conversation?

其实我根本就没有勇气再听下去，我不知道为什么我只是坐在这里书写而不愿与父亲面对面的交谈？

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If you're able to trust in yourself and your emotions, there's no reason not to listen to that quiet voice inside (or that feeling in your stomach) telling you which way to go.

如果你相信自己的感受，那就该听从内心的声音(或心里感受)告诉你该怎么办。

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