I still don't think I have failed in Spain, but perhaps I have not totally won the confidence of the coach.

我仍然不认为我在西班牙是失败的，也许是我还没获得教练的信任。

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And if I'm totally honest with myself, I also realize that there were times when I just failed to prioritize.

WSJ: Being a Murphy Brown Working Mom in a June Cleaver Stay-at-Home World