我也许早该知道，这世界上原本就没有人可以代替我，也没有人可以永远陪着我，早该习惯，不该期盼。

I probably should have known the original of this world no one can replace me, no one can ever accompanied me, long overdue, habits, should not be looking forward to.

youdao

所有的课我都是一个人去上的，没有朋友陪着我，就好像没有人在乎我似的。

I felt nervous and scared. I went to all my classes with no friends. It felt liken o one cared.

youdao