不管怎样，我过去的生活就是这个样子而且我在这样的生活里面过的不开心(即使我一直在让自己懂得感恩并且留心于生活，抑或采取一些激发自己幸福感的方法，但这些都无济于事)。

Anyway, that was the type of day I was having and I was not happy (in spite of the constant practice of gratitude, mindfulness and other happiness-boosting techniques.)

youdao

我在自己的生活曾经体验过祈祷的力量，而且我与很多在祈祷的帮助下获益良多的其他人交谈过，也在一起工作过。

I have experienced the power of prayer in my own life, and I have talked and worked with many others who have benefited greatly from the help of prayer.

youdao

我尝试着做的，也是很幸运地能让我做的，就是过我自己的生活，创造我想要的我自己的生活。

What I've tried to do, what I've been fortunate to do, is to live my live and create my life as I've wanted to create it.

youdao

There's no life that I'm able to imagine for myself that's one that I would want to take on forever.

我不能为自己想象出一种,愿意永远过下去的生活。

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