她说：“这么多年来我都不想让你知道，我们认识的时候我有多愚蠢，多不稳定。”

And she said, "For all these years I didn't want you to know how foolish and unstable I was back when we met."

youdao

想到认识你这么多年了，我很激动。

I am thrilled to have known you all these years.

youdao

你瞧，我认识到：如果这么多年来，你还觉得非得跟我撒谎的话，那么作为一位父亲，我是个失败者。

You see, I realize that I have failed as a father if after all these years you feel that you have to lie to me.

youdao