我甚至都无法呼吸。

I couldn't even really breathe.

youdao

遥远的我与现在的我难道就真的不能重逢？仙马，仍然是一个梦，我知道她存在，甚至能感受到她的呼吸，我心向往之，却依然无法真切地触摸到她的心跳。

Distant and I will now I really can't again? Fairy horse, is still a dream, I know she exists, even can feel her breathing, heart, but still couldn't dream of truly touched her heart.

youdao