然而当我睁开眼睛看到的还是我孤独一个人。

Then i open my eyes and all i see reality shows i'm alone.

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她说：“坐下来，有人看着我，像对待一个人而不是一种疾病一样和我说话，我从中感受到了关心，不再那么孤独。”

"To sit down and have somebody look at me and talk to me like a person and not just an illness, it helped me feel cared about and less alone," she says.

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其次，爱情解除了我的孤独——那是一个人从世界的边缘看到深不可测的死亡的深渊就不寒而栗时感到的可怕的孤独。

I have sought it, next, because it relieves loneliness - that terrible loneliness in which one shivering consciousness looks over the edge of the world into the cold immeasurable lifeless hole.

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