然后，到1月10号那天，我实在受够了。 我祈祷说：'主啊，我太渺小了，请把我接到你的怀抱里，我不想再这样下去了。'

Then, January tenth, I’d had enough, and I prayed, I said, ‘Lord, I am way too small, please take me up into You, I don’t want to do this anymore.’

youdao

我不想再这样过下去了。亲爱的，帮帮我。

I do not want to go on this way too. Dear, help me.

youdao

你每天晚上晚餐后，都是这样说。我不想再忍受下去了！

Becca: That's what you say every evening after dinner. I won't put up with it anymore!

youdao