这个男孩歇斯底里、任性放纵，成了半个疯子了。

The boy is half insane with hysteria and self-indulgence.

youdao

能不能爱我一次，能不能让我再任性放纵一次。

Can you love me once, can you let me again willful indulgence.

youdao

我任性放纵，我感觉，我的颓废，我被折磨自己的身体和心灵，我的惩罚，这不应该有爱！

I willful indulgence, I was feeling, my decadent, I was tortured my body and mind I punish punishment, this should not be there love!

youdao